I Shall Not Want
I feel so alone. The tears seem to come far too easily this afternoon. I just want to eat lunch with my family. I just want to chew and swallow and enjoy the fresh tamales. I just want to talk with everyone and enter in to conversations easily. I just want to take care of my house. I just want to do the dishes. I just want to walk the dog. I just want to type with both hands. I just want to take a shower and wash myself. I just want to smell things cooking. I just want to travel to places easily. I just want to be a hostess and have people over. I just want to be a mom.. a real mom. I just want to be a helpmate to my man. I just want to feel understood. I just want things to be how they used to be. Just now as I was cutting and pasting the above quote from my journal, Psalm 23 came to mind. "The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want.." I shall not want, what does that mean? I think it means He will supply my needs and not leave me "in want." Don't